Thanksgiving? I Can Love, Cry, Lament, Pray For Forgiveness For My Own Flaws, But When Death Comes Let Me Be In The Arms of God

Thanksgiving? I Can Love, Cry, Lament, Pray For Forgiveness For My Own Flaws, But When Death Comes Let Me Be In The Arms of God

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MICHELLE OBAMA FORTIFIED MY BACKBONE ON TALKING ABOUT CORRUPTION IN LANCASTER, CALIFORNIA

I have been mentally and physically tormented, financially raped, personally raped by a high ranking politician who knew I had no power to punish him, and personally talked to high ranking members from the Antelope Valley Hospital Medical Center to the Palmdale School District about stealing and fleecing taxpayers in a growing community.  I have spent years in court room from Superior Court to writing prose writs for the United States Supreme Court and all of that is just the tip of the iceberg. I have told a retired Federal Judge named Howard Matz how he was a son of a bitch and sued a superior court judge named Baker that he had dementia and was used by some of the most powerful GOP men in my community.

All I was guilty of was asking them to stop fleecing schools, local government and even hospitals of billions in everything from a few bucks to large redevelopment funds.  And how did I know?  Some white people are so stupid and arrogant that they look at a Black Woman who is so damned smart they think she has a price tag but we don’t.  From Technical Schools like Associated Technical College (with 7 campuses at one time) to people having contractors build their homes and charging the act off to the taxpayer, I have seen it all.

What hurt me the most was I should have been spending that time loving my family and not saving others.  Whether it is a CPA firm called Burkey and Cox or a law firm named Charlton Weeks, people thought this Black woman just wanted the affirmation of the white man on this plantation.  Still it’s happening today.  From deals with China to taking over school districts, it’s all the same on a local level AND THE TRUMP NATIONAL AND GLOBAL LEVEL.

I ALWAYS WANTED the American Dream of a family, children, and a nice life style.  But more often than not I was inundated with SAVING OTHERS AND BOY HAVE I SAVED MANY FOLKS, EVEN THE RICH WHO DIDN’T DESERVE IT.  The more I tried to make people realize they could get rich and do it the right way and not step on the necks of the homeless, poor, our students, seniors, the less they listened.

I lost so may pregnancies, begged God to let me be a mother, and in the interim quietly saved so many people without the rich and powerful knowing I was their real opposition.  MICHELLE OBAMA AND ALL WOMEN SHOULD JUST TELL THEIR STORY AND LET THE NEXT GENERATION WOMEN KNOW YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE FAMOUS TO HAVE THESE CRAZY EXPERIENCES.  I have met, grown up with, saved, interacted with and become a confident of so many celebrities, high ranking officials, and rich folks and one thing my book AN ABSENCE OF HONOR will teach local Americans that we have a voice but we alone can’t save the world.

I use to be so afraid of what the biggest named politicians would do to me and have, like creating bogus subpoenas and lies……..I got Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.  I have an exemplary and diverse background from traveling the world making motivational speeches.  I have worn so many hats and even use to have my own talk radio show, write freelance columns for major newspapers all over the world and even being offered $50,000 to gain access for KAISER PERMANENTE to an area.  I stupidly asked Dr. Wade Tadros to donate the money in 1997 in two payments to a foundation that was has done everything to forget all the great things I did for my community.

I think the only way I will ever be at peace is to get down to the nitty gritty and BE LIKE MICHELLE OBAMA.  PUT HER PAIN ON A PAGE.

BY THE WAY, I RAN the 2008 Lancaster, CA mayoral campaign for mayorR. Rex Parris.  Do you really believe he won?  I have been involved in campaigns for 30 years from sea to shinning sea.  He tried to destroy my life, family, career in 1998 so why did I help him? He promised me to stop the 20 plus years of torturing my family if I put him in office and when I GAVE HIM HIS WIN, HE STILL TRIED TO DESTROY ME WHEN BROUGHT THE FBI AND DOJ TO MY SIDE.

Yes I have a story that I hope will lessen the years of nightmares and letting my community know all the businesses, health facilities, and saving of lives I quietly did and then tried to be destroyed by men like FRANK VISCO, FORMER CHAIRMAN AND TREASURER OF THE CALIFORNIA GOP.  DON’T EVER THINK THESE PEOPLE CAN’T HAVE YOU KILLED.

GOD BLESS MY FRIEND ROSE DISPENZA WHO DIED THE NIGHT AFTER SHE CALLED ME TERRIFIED ABOUT POLITICS.  THEY CALLED IT SUICIDE……..I BELIEVE SHE WAS NO SUICIDE VICTIM.

 

 

 

 

A Bible for the 20/20 National Election for Local Communities

Things happen for reason.  For the last two years I’ve been promising to release a powerful novel called THE ABSENCE OF HONOR.  While it is so ripe to be an open opener for Activists and Advocates just like the BLUE WAVE.  IN FACT some of the Blue Wave folks have convinced me to put their individual stories in and peel back the entire onion.  Women, non-white, middle class, every race and gender will benefit from the actual games that are played right before your eyes at the ballot box.

For those who want to add their stories, please send them to me.  I assure you, America will wonder how did we let this go on for so long…….candidates representatives walking around with bags of money and how the small communities stuff boxes. On woman whose name I will mention in the book swears most of those who have won offices in Lancaster were not entitled to.  They had an interesting process in the registrar’s office.

In this community you do what you are told from the medical board elections to school district elections to municipal government or even the court house or you pay a price.

HASN’T THAT BECOME THE AMERICAN WAY EVEN ON THE STATE LEVEL LIKE IN GEORGIA AND FLORIDA?

Carry my book around as a bible.  You CAN CHANGE YOUR COMMUNITY.  DONT BE AFRAID TO SPEAK OUT……..BE AFRAID NOT TO.

THANK YOU MY FRIENDS AND THE HEADS OF COMMERCIAL PUBLISHING HOUSES WHO STOPPED MY FIRST DRAFT AND TOLD ME……….IN A BEST SELLER WHERE YOU WANT YOUR COUNTRY AND COMMUNITY TO BE STRONG.  BE NOT AFRAID.

Antelope Valley California — Palmdale, Lancaster, — We Have To Clean Out Some Garbage — vote blue

When my friends vote on Tuesday, you better understand there’s a lot on the line.  in Palmdale and Lancaster, CA, the voters put in who they are told to vote for.  The vote each other’s relatives, friends of the “mob” mentality type, and those who use God as the weapon of choice.  There is a Republican group that use to and may still do, put leaflets on the cars of church goers on  the Sunday before voting day.  They have been doing it for decades and no one has ever been able to stop them because the powerful GOP leaders put their names on the flyers.  They even have preached it from the pulpit and put leaflets in the back of the churches.  WHAT HAPPENED TO A SEPARATION BETWEEN CHURCH AND STATE?

So, I’m telling my community a few things.  Take them or leave th

DON’T VOTE FOR:

STEVE KNIGHT FOR CONGRESS.  After almost 30 years in this valley and watching it come from dirt to modern day ambiance, I knew Steve’s father extremely well.  He was not great, appeared many times on my then talk radio show and had a profound dislike for hispanics and gays  But he told me the valley’s dirt because someone had to know the truth,

V. JESSE SMITH FOR MAYOR OF PALMDALE.  Nothing but  a chameleon.  Because we need black and hispanic representation here does not mean we pick any snake off the street.

OSCAR ALEMAN FOR PALMDALE CITY COUNCIL.  Businessman who tries to suck up as many hispanic votes as he can. His hands are so dirty based on my personal knowledge and documentation that you don’t want them in the taxpayers cookie jar. BESIDES, I’m a member of the #METOO Movement.  His x WIVES HAD A LOT TO SHARE BUT NO ONE DID ANYTHING.  He’s buddies with the police officers and others he provides with free services.

NANCY SMITH FOR PALMDALE SCHOOL DISTRICT BOARD OF TRUSTEES.  SHE HAS THE SUPPORT OF UNIONS AND MANY OTHER GROUPS BUT HOW QUICKLY PEOPLE FORGET ALL THE DIRTY DEALS, MISHANDLING HEAD START PROGRAM FUNDS TO THE TUNE OF MILLIONS.  She has over looked principals and other administrators who had child porn on their computers because she wanted them to owe her favors.  Check into the files of Robert Berlinger and Clift Doty.

Oh Nancy has done so much more, but people have short memories and they really d;t give a damn about the quality of education received when she was superintendent.  I don’t need to exaggerate……….she was a crook.  She would invite people in and let them construct the RFPs and then bid on their own work.  Even mega law firms like O’Melveny and Myers covered for her as did Burkey and Cox CPA in Lancaster.  So much to share about how a few people became rich off this community and the services provided especially in the area of justice and mental health are a joke.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

TRUMP IS FREAKING OUT PUTTING A SCUM BAG IN TO REPLACE SESSIONS. TRUMP PUT THE PROFESSIONAL THUG IN SESSIONS CHAIR AND THE GUY IS A FAR RIGHT EXTREMEST AND SCRAPES THE BOTTOM OF THE BARREL. TRUMP AND FAMILY WILL HAVE A PRISON SUITE.

TRUMP IS HAVING HIVES because he knows Don Jr. and those other arrogant kids of his are looking at time. I would not be surprised if the Trump family that seems to have gone into hiding aren’t scouting beachfront property in Saudi Arabia.  After all, what other nation wants our LEFT OVERS…..A PRESIDENT WHO DOESN’T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING EXCEPT TREASON AND SPITTING ON OUR CONSTITUTION.

I Am Not Begging, Encouraging, Cajoling, or Rationalizing With Millenials To Vote– Your Life And Future Depends on You Acting Mature and Patriotic

My ancestors did not have to be convinced to stand up and do the right thing. The scars, freshly bleeding whips and slashes on their backs told their story even though we have been granted the right to vote.  Don’t think the 13th amendment or the Emancipation meant a darn thing when the hostile white man wanted to unleash his hate on black people.  Millennials believe the death on their school campuses or in their churches shout out the message of hate loud and clear as well and I accept that.  Because many of my ancestors tried to vote  despite being beat, killed, homes burned down, genitals being cut off as souvenirs, and family members being butchered during and after slavery they stayed the course.  Oh the white man created all sorts of obstacles like them  having to teach themselves to read, poll taxes, guess the number of soap bubbles in a bar of soap, write their names legibly and practically give up their first born , and other types of nonsense associated with  voter suppression,

I have the right to a better life today because they didn’t have a chip or their shoulder, act arrogant, and think someone had to beg them to come out and make America better.  That’s total crap when I hear news commentators sucking up the millennial who we have given some pretty decent or great lives.  Now if the Millenials and the rest don’t get it, to heck with them.  They are the ones who will end up with nothing in terms of decent health care, no medicare, a multi-trillion dollar debt, lack of legal justice, fewer opportunities and more.  THERE WILL BE NO GUN CONTROL AND KIDS WILL STILL BE SHOT TO DEATH IN THEIR CLASSROOMS.  MILLENNIALS don’t get it.  They have passion but little wisdom.  They don’t get it that the GOP PROMISES but never delivers and they let you protest because they know you will soon get tired.  Millennial will be the ones who will be responsible for first graders and other students getting ripped apart by bullets at school.

I am not going to tease you to vote, give you a pat on the back……..I am going to tell you like it is.  Stop acting like you are America’s only victims because the graveyards are full of many who set the bar higher to help you and me. Do something besides having us beg you to vote.

You brats either get up and do your patriotic duty and accept the baton of truth and progress, or suffer the consequences.  Most politicians won’t give a damn about you no matter how smart you think you are.  And your parents will be robbed of their benefits down the road with you having to support them.  You want to live your own life vs. support your parents in their own age?  Get a grip and let TRUMP and the GOP know you have a spine besides just jabbering.

THERE ARE NOT JUST TRUMPS IN WASHINGTON, RESEARCH THE TRUE HISTORY OF LANCASTER, CA AND HOW THE GOVERNMENT PROTECTED THE CROOKS —

Maybe I feel so disgusted about Trump because in Lancaster and Palmdale, CA, there are clones of Trump who have fleeced the community right under the nose of the Aerospace Community and the federal government for decades. Murder does not even more them. What does that tell you. How rich these white GOP figures have […]

via THERE ARE NOT JUST TRUMPS IN WASHINGTON, RESEARCH THE TRUE HISTORY OF LANCASTER, CA AND HOW THE GOVERNMENT PROTECTED THE CROOKS — DR. DIANA DON’T PLAY

THERE ARE NOT JUST TRUMPS IN WASHINGTON, RESEARCH THE TRUE HISTORY OF LANCASTER, CA AND HOW THE GOVERNMENT PROTECTED THE CROOKS

Maybe I feel so disgusted about Trump because in Lancaster and Palmdale, CA, there are clones of Trump who have fleeced the community right under the nose of the Aerospace Community and the federal government for decades. Murder does not even more them. What does that tell you. How rich these white GOP figures have become over the decades and I sat their and watched them carryout their deeds and the FBI and DOJ swept it under the room because so much money exchanged hands. Hey Lancaster R. Rex Parris who recently had or has an aggressive form of PROSTRATE CANCER, and other cheats in his orbit like former Assembly member Sharon Runner milked the hell out of WHAT I CALL THE ANTELOPE VALLEY PLANTATION FOR DECADES.THE LIST OF THIEVES ARE LIMITLESS. The FBI and DOJ knew and they would visit my home. But I gave no documents because how stupid was I. Whatever I have, they have ten times more. WHY DID THE GOVERNMENT PAY OFF THESE CROOKS AND MAKE THEM RICH BECAUSE THEY BUILD THE B1B BOMBERS, SPACE SHUTTLE AND THOUGHT THE people here were unworthy of protection?

Will the mayor who I ran his mayoral campaign in 2008 and he never should have won despite spending over $300,000. For a place like Lancaster, a tab like $300,000 must have meant there were a tidal wave of redevelopment funds, and China deals for solar that would flood your bank account. By the way, Black attorney Milton Grimes who got the guilty police detective off for sexually violating a minor was Rex’s best friends. This man has controlled this valley and the RESIDENTS, ESPECIALLY BLACK PASTORS WANTING A FEW CRUMBS WERE WILLING TO SUCK UP A FEW CRUMBS.

THIS is only the tip of the fraud in the Antelope Valley that has made this community a cash cow for a few. I SHALL SIT BACK AND WAIT FOR THE GOVERNMENT AND PARRIS’ CONTACTS IN THE GOP TO STOP HIDING THE SINS OF THIS COMMUNITY.

DEMOCRATS, GET TO WORK AND PUSH OUT THE UNCLE TOM PASTORS WHO HAD THEIR PALMDALE GREASED FOR DECADES. Maybe it’s too late. The money and the horse is out of tube and barn.

VOTE…..BUT EVEN THEN THIS COMMUNITY HAS CHEATED ON VOTES. WHO SAID MAYOR REX PARRIS REALLY WON?

TRUMP: Spare AMERICA and Our Beloved Jewish Families Your Hypocrisy – You Govern Like a Bull in a China Shop and Create the Hate

I wanted to barf as I tried to listen to Trump talk about how we must be against anti-Semitic actions and rhetoric. PLEASE! The only people for such actions are the WHITE NATIONALISTS HE BROUGHT INTO THE WHITE HOUSE AND HAS SPOON FED FROM DAY ONE OF HIS RUN FOR PRESIDENT. We must be against that and violence in general. Where was Trump last week when some white supremacist sent 14 bombs out to kill two past U.S. Presidents and others? He did not even call Obama or Clinton to offer words of encouragement. Where was he when a white church in a rural community had its pastor mowed down and many of the congregation? Where is he when two nights ago he had DR. BEN CARSON leading a chant about Hillary Clinton “LOCK HER UP?” TRUMP does not give a damn about the shooting in Pittsburg today as the rest of America so sincerely and deeply does.
His hateful, vitriolic rhetoric brought WHITE SUPREMACIST TO LIFE AGAIN AND GAVE THEM A POSITION ON THE NATIONAL STAGE. I know many, many Jewish families and families that are of all faiths, cultures, creeds. TRUMP ran out to say something about this ONE…ONE…ONE…ONE shooting because of his personal relationship with his Jewish son-in-law and the games he has been playing with Israel behind the scenes. Israel and Saudi Arabia are the only two friends America has left thanks to Trump because Israel wants us to destroy Iran.
Of course I and all American patriots are suffering for the families shot up in Pittsburg. But unlike Trump we don’t selectively pick who we mourn or express concern and outrage about. Trump is evil in so many ways and I kept wondering if someone has been something in his Koolaide or the Koolaide of our elected officials who allow him to be a pathological liar, pretender and champion of White Supremacists like Bretbart. AND OF COURSE STEVE BANNON. Just look what Trump did several months ago to create greater friction in between Jerusalem and Palestine to create vigorous hate by moving the American embassy to Jerusalem. TRUMP DOES NOT CARE……he governs like a bear in a china shop.
Any Jewish family that believes Trump gives a damn about you or your pain is wearing blinders. AMERICA AS A NATION CARES AND DEEPLY SO…….BUT TRUMP DOES NOT. EVERYTHING FOR HIM IS ABOUT OPTICS.
May God bless all the affected families in Pittsburgh and I have been in touch with some of my closets friends in the news media there. Their hearts are filled with anguish for the families and the police officers that were shot by yet another white supremacist Trump inspired with his hateful rhetoric.
Tell me why this man called Trump never called the Obama or Clinton Family to show care. Tell me why this hypocrite cannot explain a shooter having military style weapons and blames in on a synagogue saying they should have security. My step sister is a pastor in the ministry and when Evangelical Christians tell her the pain she feels over this craziness will be taken care of by God………SHE TELLS THEM TO VOTE TRUMP OUT OF OFFICE. My step sister has traveled the world, speaks multiple languages, and has given her life to the Lord and wellbeing of others. Even she knows that IT IS TIME TO PUT SOME FEET ON THOSE PRAYERS.